I feel like I should rant about something
I like ranting generally speaking
It’s pretty fun
But I can’t think of a rant. I’m too tired.
My throat kind of hurts
My eyes are stingy from hunching over staring at a computer screen all day.
Work is bullshit
So I’m too tired to rant. I want to rant about something funny….
I need some new material, some new topic something to get excited about. I feel dull, boring, without an opinion to stand on. Maybe I can attempt to get out some kind of half-hearted, pathetic, not really into it rant…
Maybe I should rant about people with perfect lives. People who have it so “easy”
Realistically does such a thing exist?
I know from my limited and extremely judgmental perspective it does
But really, does it? Of course it’s impossible for me to know what really goes on in someone’s life…but there must be, according to the law of odds, some people who are lucky and have blessed lives and those that are totally screwed and will forever be unhappy
I am one of these people. The screwed, totally unhappy person that is…
I know…I seem all happy, nicey-nice, but I’m not.
I’m grouchy, moody, bitchy, ungrateful, depressed, frustrated, and generally annoyed with life
I don’t think the blessed people appreciate how few problems they really have
I’m sure it comes down to “attitude”
Those with the shitty attitude, like me, get the shit end of the stick
While those with the sunny, happy, positive, sicky-sweet attitude get all the good stuff
So essentially this means that I am screwing myself out of the “good” stuff in life because I’m such a pessimistic asshole
But really, could I stand to be one of those annoying positive people all the time?
Don’t I frown on them? Shit on them? Make fun of them for kicks?
Yes I do.
However those fuckers are laughing all the way to the bank. I mean…all the way, cashing in their awesome life checks….
Meanwhile I’m griping about whatever….
Hmmm….but negativity is fun
That’s what I’d argue
It’s more fun to be drama filled, over emotional and truly just miserable all the time
Isn’t that better?
Isn’t that the “spice” of life, the “good stuff”
To be a bitchy bitch, bitchin about something or other.
What else would I write about? I mean really….
No one wants to read anything about someone with a perfect life who always gets exactly what they want
That shit would not sell
People want to read about misery about wading and potentially drowning in the muck of your shitty life
(Honestly my life is probably kind of decent…but that is totally not from MY perspective and that ruins the sales pitch)
I think that’s about right. That’s probably an accurate description of me…
I have some good shit going on for the most part…
But I can’t be happy…
I must be misery itself, the most down and out, glass half empty, loser
It’s who I am. I don’t think I can change Ms. Shitty Attitude into Ms. Positive Thinker
See…there I am being negative again
Can I get paid for this???
I’m quite good at negativity
Tell me that there is a 50/50 chance of something good happening and I’ll bet on the terrible happening every time…
Well…see…I might pass my test, there’s a 50/50 chance…
Well….if only 50 percent of people pass, you shouldn’t feel so bad if you totally BOMB because 50% of assholes BOMBED with you…see! That was kinda positive right?
But…it’s the right attitude to have, it’s no good to get too hopped up on good feelings
Good feelings are disgusting and cringeworthy. I hate good feelings…
Right? Right? You know I’m right…so come wallow with me in the shallow clammy bitchy bitch pool of bitchin….